what hurts the most?

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house,

That don't bother me.

I can take a few tears now and then just let them out,

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while,

Even though going on with you gone still upsets me

There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay

But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most

Was being so close

And having so much to say

AND watching you walk away

And never knowing

What could have been

And not seeing that loving you

Is what I was trying to do.

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go

But I'm doing it,

It's hard to force that smile when I see...

6#

Went to visit Angelo and Alex today, they just got back :) Then went MacD for dinner. Before we got off, the guys were fighting to sit in which car. Zzz. Dang... havent grow up aye? :p hehe Angelo, Alex and Lucas was suppose to treat everyone. BUT?!?? what happen? we two also dont know >.> LOL. There's alot lame and funny picts tonight, Lucas took it lol.

as usual, no vege for this young man here please :)everyone hohoangelo
the bangladesh-ians and sri lankans LOL

our 'tower' friend and the God :)

Adorable Lucas with his BIG MAC! Hehe

Joyce and Hasan ya' all :D lucas first shot :p candid mahh... alex :p shir loves sniffing mic as always :p another candid mahh... alex :p :P we then got out to get some satays hehe and we took photos buahaha beef and chicken satays :) *yum yum* ken and joyoki *woot*!!! lucas's masterpiece haha chirath with mic omfg!!! look at chirath! wtf? rawrrr... AND...

Shirley started to hit people!

We all dont know why o.O haha

angelo so shy hiding his nose :p tai ko took this hehehe random lol

Dinner finished. Got to the house with steph and kit. Hang around in the master room for awhile then we head to TJ for drinks and home :)

Lim's poor mattress LOL LUCAS!!! :p mirrors shooting :)

WOOOOHOOO for Mic!

WHAT A RELIEVE!!!

Dang...

I was all worried about Alex's car for the past few weeks.

AND NOW???

His car have finally revive!

HELL YEAH!

:)

Happpyyyy Me. WOOT!

It was really a big responsible to me when his car 'mati'. Hehe

I feel so bad that time :(

But not anymore! :D

Lucas came to add some petrol to it. Little tiny bit petrol I should say. Come on, only rm3 alright? Hehehe

lucas can be a good actor if you know what i mean :p
shiny aye the car? buahahahaThis baby had sleep in my house for about a month. And now is going back to be with his OWNER!!! :)

5#

Church finished. We went to meet up our buddies again for dinner. Got to hostel first to pick up ken and shav. Reach the house, tausif then decided to drive back to hostel to fetch hasan and some stuffs. Unease shir was very worried so mic and her decided to get don's bike and head to campus.

BUT... halfway there were alot of dogs, wahahaha so we just waited for him by the roadside, maybe he has 'dog eyes' so he couldnt see mic was actually waving at him. yeah, what the hell right? :p ahahaha. Oh well, hehehehehehe

Later on, the bed and mattresses came :) and everyone hang around while waiting Lucas to take bath then go dinner at Pizza Hut. Our last pizza hut was the time we had with beloved ken LOL. Long aye? :p

everyone helping to get down the mattresshot mama posing :Dshaveen and chirath

The picts below were blurrrr. But i like it so i post it up buahahahahaha. Looking at how Don laugh. So hilarious, haha. Cant really remember what makes him so HAPPY! :D For what I remember, they were talking about 'Hippofucker' =/ hahah

happy him right? haha

the guys were pushing shaveen to shirley's car hahahaha

Had dinner at Pizza Hut around 930pm. haha.

Mic and Chirath

Ken with Shir

the rest of them ehehe

shirley

Far left: Don, Lucas, Hasan

chirath was dreaming, tausif looking at shav and he's eating LOL

Pizaaaaaaa'sss! :)

After dinner we then went to mic house with ken and lucas. The rest of the guys went back home.

Lucas is BACK ya' all!

Today went to fetch Lucas at somewhere Pending boat express. Lol. We were very proud for we actually can find the place hahahaha :p Unfortunately, we got there TOO EARLY! Lol. He told us that he'll reach kch around 430pm. So we went there ard 4? and he actually reach at 5. So yeah, basically we waited for an hour doing nothing -_- hahaha.

We then of course, our usual routine, camwhoring haha. not much though, was pretty tired :) Chilled out and Lucas was damn cute, we text Lucas and asked, where are you? and he replied 'I not sure I reach or not. But I think almost reach'. how big is the boat? and he replied 'This boat can fit more than 100ppl, I dont know consider BIG or small lo... medium gua~'

LOL fuunnny him :D

shir ken shaveenwaiting...

this two were back to kch yesterday :)

ken was trying to jump down haha

he says it all :D

shir was very excited of lucas arrival Lol

us camwhoring hehehe

:)

AND.....!!!

the time has come :D

Lucas is HERE!!!

...

...

so many people O.o

saw anyone with 'james bone' suit? :p

see lucas? No?

yes?

mic pity him. why?

there he is, OUR tai ko :D

shav, you aint gentlemen :p

Mic pity him. Why? Cause those two idiots* was just standing behind mic doing nothing while looking at poor Lucas carrying all his language and climb over. Ceh.

p/s: idiots refering to Kenneth and Shaveen

:p

we then head straight to buy mattress without going back, yeap, rushing, hehehe, no one prepared anything. If not they had to sleep on the floor tonight LOL.

Lucas with his HEAVY bag

shir waiting for the guys hehe

After that we bring them back to hostel then we went for church. We were actually late for mass! >.>